Friday, August 6, 2010

must. find. some. air.

I was having my blood drawn last week and the nurse could not
find the vein. Nightmare. After 2 minutes, she found the 
vein and said to me 'you can breathe now'. 
I seriously had been holding my breath for 2 minutes
because I could not even mentally deal with what was going 
on down there. I think that we humans do what we have to 
to get by and then finally face reality when we think
we can finally handle it. 

I have been having a very hard week. There are some issues...
my insanely late swim fabric that has still not arrived and must
be sewn by Thursday, my even later Fall design deadline, 
somehow meeting up with my sister who is in San Francisco
for the next week, and the fact that I have to have a surgery 
next Tuesday and the lovely $2000 we have to pay
until we finally reach our deductible! small 'yay'!
I literally felt like I have been holding my breath since 
Tuesday... totally unable to field phone calls and
handle normal situations. I have even cried! and 
loudly said the F word to my swim vendor yesterday. 
I have lost it. 

I must say though, there have been a couple 
shining lights amidst the darkness... 
My daughter telling me that she'll ' see me soon - bye!!' 
at preschool instead of clinging and crying and 
my husband feeding me and putting the kids to bed
for the last three nights(yipee!) 

And for you... I have the superficial goodness. 
Thank god we are like big children who never lose their
love for shiny things... because yesterday, I 
received some leather accessory fabrics
and I may have to hang them on my wall they make me 
so happy. 
Now, improve your Friday and soak these in. 

neon coral croc embossed? yes please. 
who would not love these plasti prints for 
a little bath bag?
I may eat them.
 
DYING over the ice blue. 
Ice blue clutches for everyone.
 
shiny metallics and red teal purple goodness. 
This is my fave palette, though kind of hard to see from 
the pic....
bumpy leather in bright coral, lemon, soft gold, silver, 
purple-y brown and super soft dusty purple. 
Yum-o. 
and Waxy leather. The yum-est of all. 

here's to breathing. 
Have a good weekend!!


5 comments:

  1. DOES IT IMPROVE YOU'RE TOTALLY CRAP-TASTIC DAY IF REMIND YOU THAT MY ENTIER ADAMS UNIT F-KING LOVE'S YOU?...Cause we do ya know.

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  2. Hmmm, I think there are weird vibes going on in the cosmos right now. Hopefully it will pass and get back to normal. In the meanwhile I've always got your back. Breathe and answer my phone call.

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  3. i have this rule...you can start your day over at any point, even mutiple times in the day if needed. smile darlin! big hugs n kisses to you!

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  4. just reading this. poor thing. hope you are doing better today...

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