I was having my blood drawn last week and the nurse could not
find the vein. Nightmare. After 2 minutes, she found the
vein and said to me 'you can breathe now'.
I seriously had been holding my breath for 2 minutes
because I could not even mentally deal with what was going
on down there. I think that we humans do what we have to
to get by and then finally face reality when we think
we can finally handle it.
I have been having a very hard week. There are some issues...
my insanely late swim fabric that has still not arrived and must
be sewn by Thursday, my even later Fall design deadline,
somehow meeting up with my sister who is in San Francisco
for the next week, and the fact that I have to have a surgery
next Tuesday and the lovely $2000 we have to pay
until we finally reach our deductible! small 'yay'!
I literally felt like I have been holding my breath since
Tuesday... totally unable to field phone calls and
handle normal situations. I have even cried! and
loudly said the F word to my swim vendor yesterday.
I have lost it.
I must say though, there have been a couple
shining lights amidst the darkness...
My daughter telling me that she'll ' see me soon - bye!!'
at preschool instead of clinging and crying and
my husband feeding me and putting the kids to bed
for the last three nights(yipee!)
And for you... I have the superficial goodness.
Thank god we are like big children who never lose their
love for shiny things... because yesterday, I
received some leather accessory fabrics
and I may have to hang them on my wall they make me
Now, improve your Friday and soak these in.
neon coral croc embossed? yes please.
who would not love these plasti prints for
a little bath bag?
I may eat them.
DYING over the ice blue.
Ice blue clutches for everyone.
shiny metallics and red teal purple goodness.
This is my fave palette, though kind of hard to see from
bumpy leather in bright coral, lemon, soft gold, silver,
purple-y brown and super soft dusty purple.
and Waxy leather. The yum-est of all.
here's to breathing.
Have a good weekend!!